I can't believe how fast time goes by. I started this Radical experiment on 2/7 and it's already 2/24. I feel like it hasn't been a week. Our lives really aren't even a blip on the time plane. There's so much I want to do and every day I'm running out of time. Every day I'm losing chances. Every day I'm losing moments.
If only I could go back and reclaim those years I lost wandering desolately and running away from God. Where would I have ended up if I had let Him in years ago? Probably way better off than where I'm at now. 26 and nothing to show for it.
I have this sense of urgency and there aren't enough hours in the day to get where I want to be. I want to finish reading the Bible so I can start reading it again with more knowledge this time around. I want to take online seminary courses on the history of the text. I want to do mission work in so so so many countries. I want a family. I want a farm and a simple life in the country with a good husband and however many children God wants to bless me with. There just isn't enough time. I'm too late already.
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